Mampukah saya bertahan????.....

Rase mcm dah lame tak post entri kat my blog...sbbnya ade due 1. Laptop ofis tinggal kat opis....x kuasa nak bwk blk umah 2. My own laptop en. Azizan bwk g penang.....and entry ni di tulis during office hour....sebenarnya, semua entry pun tulis kat opis...sje je bg alasan laptop xde..padahal, xde idea nak tulis ape....

Throughout last week, very seldom I was vomiting....I thought it a sign that the morning sickness nak stop...but yesterday....after blk dr kg non-stop vomiting. Ape je yg sy makan, semua muntah balik....mmg seksa, because u mmg lapar, but your stomach just can’t accept it. Paling menyesal sbb nasik goreng kg bought by my brother is so delicious....tp mkn 2-3 sudu je dah muntah...end up the nasik goreng I kept dlm refrigerator, and definitely after few days, akan dlm tong sampah....I just feel guilty to buang terus the nasik goreng, even though I know that no one gonna eat that nasik goreng for the 2^nd round. Rasenya byk org ade habit mcm ni kan....

Without my husband around, I become so sensatif...I miss him so much....bile la bole jpa en. Azizan. From last Wednesday, he went off outstation at penang. Later this afternoon, I nak outstation to Kedah until Thursday....then for the next 3 weeks akan travel kedah and penang....luckly every week akan blk kl, but scheduled en. Azizan x confirm lg....so x tau bile die akan blk....huhuhuhuhu.....harap2 dpt jpa en. Azizan kat penang, but both of us x de own transport, so a bit difficult to meet up. Semoga Allah memberi jalan untuk kitorg jpa.......

Back to the title of this entry....mampukan sy bartahan nak travel to north every week? 2-3 org my office mate was not agree I go for outstation. They said, it is risky especially at the early stage of pregnancy...but I can’t say much....I asked Kak Norin and she asked me to check with Mr Butterfly. I said I can go, but better if someone can swap with me...and he said, the things is no one can swap with me....later, few peoples said, if u are not up to it....just inform, we can swap u....what is happening here? Different peoples, different words.....malas nak amik tahu....hopefully no outstation lagi during my pregnancy ni...

Till here....jap lg ade lunch at my department. Farewell to the ELPians.......so makan free....

Saya tak kuat.....sy tak tabah.....tp sy perlu kuat

The doctor that I meet last Thursday said, jgn manjakan diri....first pregnancy mmg byk rintangan.....

Tp sy bukan nak manjakan diri....I just can’t take it

Hasilnya en. Suami terpaksa melayan tangisan saya di hari sabtu and ahad....

Sy dah mmg tak larat....non-stop vomit...whatever food that I take, semua kuar balik....

Kalo x mkn, lg seksa muntah....end up I was crying like nobody business.

Sampai tdo mlm pun nak menangis..... Luckly en. Suami sabar melayang karenah sy.... he hugs me and asked me to be patient...... x sekali pun die mengeluh w’pun siang tu die penat mengemas rumah.....

He’s asking “mane u yang tabah dulu, I am sure u bole hadapi semua ni...demi anak kite”.......he actually make me cry louder.....

Saya perlu tabah...sy kena lawan dugaan ini....awk kena sokong sy....awk  kekuatan sy...sy tak kuat bile sendiri.....

Ya Allah, permudahkan la urusan ini........Kepada Mu aku memohon kerana Kau mengetahui yang terbaik untuk UmatMu.....

Sy sgt sayangkan die

Last Wednesday was the first time I drove to the office from Shah Alam.....pegi keje in the morning, the traffic was not as bad as during balik keje....I managed to reach home safely around 7....as usual blk keje badan dah melepek...x larat...di tambah lg dgn rase nak demam sbb x tahan dgn aircond ofis yg too cold.

My husband yang baik hati, masak kan air utk mandi ....sbbnya water heater tak beli lg....sy sgt terharu yer......

Before that, sy tgh lipat baju dlm blk...and die kat kitchen nak masak air, tibe2 dgr brg dropped, dgn kelam kabut die masuk blk because he is worried if anything happen to me.....sy sgt touching dgn tindakan die.....sob sob sob....

Smlm sy amik MC....could not get up from bed n badan panas......I put a blame on office aircond....its too cold sampai menggigil w’pun dah pakai sweater and stoking....sblm my husband pegi die bancuhkan nestum utk sy....the sad part is die x bole temankan g klinik sbb die kena  g banting....huhuhuuu.....

I went to see doctor with my brother....then doc buat scan lg...my baby is growing from 1.2 cm to 1.98 cm....this time around doc bg ubat sapu and tablet utk back pain...she suggest, kalo bole baring kat lantai gune tilam nipis je, bukan baring atas tilam 10 inchi.....then she also want me to take two tablet of acid folic everyday instead of 1 time only.

Balik dr klinik, mkn nasik n tdo....dikejutkan oleh call dr kak Norin , a secretary at GIA. Asking whether can I go outstation....kalo bole mmg la tak nak pegi, tp sbnrnya diorg pun xde staff yg nak swap dgn sy....so, what to do? Adat la org makan gaji

Lastly......thanks to En. Wan Azizan, my husband for everything....you love, your patience.

Saya rase tidak produktif

Last time when a friend of mine tells me that his job is boring, I just ignored.

Now I feel the same way. Dulu malas nak g keje sbb kerja banyak.....skg mls nk g keje sbb tak tau nak buat ape kat opis.

Dah la dengan keadaan kesihatan yang x memberangsangkan membuat lg rase nak duduk umah, baring je

Kalo dulu kat audit firm, skg time peak....terkejar2 buat keje.....skg, bole update blog time office hour.....

Oh.........

Sungguh tak produktif.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Pas deliver nak crk keje lain.......Semoga Allah memberi petunjuk....Amin

Morning sickness yang melampau....huhuhuu

The truth is, I feel very happy and bersyukur to ALLAH.....My husband was excited and keep saying, the phase of his life has change too fast....from student in mid of 2010, bekerja in July 2010, jd tunangan orang in September 2010, received his degree in October 2010, being my wonderful husband in Dec 2010, and now walid to our baby, InsyaAllah by end of September 2011.....

When my period late about 1 week, my husband dah ajak beli pregnancy test, but I refuse to buy...but during that time I can feel that i’m pregnant because dah mula rase loya2....x sedap badan and asyik nak vomit je.....after dipaksa berkali2, i agreed to buy pregnancy test, but masih hold utk buat test tu.....my husband dah nak merajuk then, baru la buat test tu.....n HOORAY, im pregnant. He holds my hand and kiss my forehead and say, thanks sayang.......

After seeing the doctor, the morning sickness become worse....even plain water can make me vomit. I really couldn’t stand the things and for another 1 round, I went to see a doctor at klinik mediviron Bandar sri permaisuri. The doctor is nice and suggest to do scan to ensure that the baby duduk dlm rahim....i can see the heart beat of the baby from scan. It was amazing and besarnya kuasa ALLah.....rase menyesal pulak tak pegi klinik dgn husband. Later on I snap the scan pictures and MMS to my husband. Die terus break the news to his family.

Wow....nampaknya post ni agak panjang....ops....another reason kenapa sy pegi jpa doc is because of back pain...then doc said is normal but she prescribe me with calcium tablet name obical.....die punye pil, punya la besar....rase x sanggup nak telan...and she also bg ubat tahan loya and pening, mkn half an hour before lunch or dinner. W’pun dah amik ubat loya, it does not help much....the morning sickness still continue. The doctor advises me to take biskut or roti bakar during bekfast, then take as much food as I can during lunch and avoid oily foods. Tp lunch paling byk is suku nasik....and I lose weight. But I think, it’s normal. A very good advise from doctor (thumb up) when I asked how to reduce the morning sickness, she said just enjoy the pregnancy. Why you feel the nausea during the pregnancy because of the increase in hormone. If you feel the nausea meaning your baby is doing well because the baby can take nutrient from you and protects the fetus against toxins ingested by the mother.

Mmmmmm......what else to write????? just hope the morning sickness gone by the second trimester. Rase dah tak larat nak muntah2.....loya, pening2 and mcm2 lagi la. Kesannya, umah kat shah alam tak kemas2 pun lg....Sian my husband, mlm td kena cuci baju sendiri, n pagi td sidai baju sendiri.....

Introduction to the world of blogger

ahaks.....ayat tak bole blah....anyway selamat datang cik Lida...yg penting...kite enjoy
tak penah terpk nak ade blog.....tp Allah dah gerakkan hati nak buat blog lantaran kat opis sgt bosan......hahhahaahaah....ayat sy pd cik izza, dok opis mcm makan gj buta....bole?
Dulu aku rase, aku tak reti nak express my feeling in writing, but somehow bile pk balik, i always share my stories with other peoples, especially en. suami and cik izza, then i just realised i actually can write....ade connection ke?????? ade kot......just tulis ape dlm kepala then buat la ayat bg sedap2 skit.....
too long for the introduction....till here......nk belajar cantikkan blog.....:-)